I went back to the woods, and found, again, gooseberries along the path.
A couple of images have been on my mind. I've been thinking about a firebird spreading wings to rise from ashes. I felt hopeful imagining this. Eventually the image became just a pair of fiery wings:
Another image dates from May, 2000. I imagined a colossal figure standing in the temenos and towering above it, pouring out, from a round vessel, living water. The figure turned to send the water in all directions from the temenos.
I have begun to associate the fiery wings with this figure. Turned more human in scale, and deep blue now, the figure (kneeling), the vessel, and the water pouring out are all the same, with fiery wings.